`PAMELA.

missing you 24/7. ♥

♥, 8:54:00 PM

it's the last week of holidays .
& there's still loads of homework to be done . :S

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if only dreams could come true just as we wanted .
the world would be a perfect place to live in .

♥, 1:03:00 PM

was freaking tired yesterday .
went orchard AND vivocity AND harbourfront .
then my leg was aching so badly last night . ):

at Orchard.
before that , i met darren at j8 .
then we trained t somerset to be exact .
the first building we went was 313@Somerset .
it wasn't really crowded surprisingly . :D
walked , shopped , talked .

then we went the Orchard Central next door .
yes , the one with the uber high and long escalator . D:
sadly it was raining and we couldn't go t the rooftop garden . ):
walked , shopped , talked .
oh yes , plus we had Ajisan there !
it was a nice meal with darren .
he opened his present there too ! :D
and thanky. for the meal ! (L)
then we walked , shopped , talked . again cause we were stuck in the building due t the rain . :S
luckily , we found a link t centrepoint . :D
omg , the furnishings and deco there are uber nice .
too bad i didn't bring the camera . ):

at centrepoint , we walked , shopped , talked .
hahah .
darren managed t get a shirt .
but i didn't get anything . D:
i started getting stressed up cause i couldn't find anything . :/
so we left the building and went t ngee ann city .

walked in the rain tgether with a huge crowd doing so too .
you would find this normal at orchard i know . :O
crossed over t 313 again .
then i got a cardigan from cotton on . :D
ohyes , i bought something finally !
LOL .
then made our way t ngee ann city in the rain .
there was this kind lady who sheltered me with her umbrella when we crossed the road .
omg , so hard t find such kind souls these day . (:

walked , shopped , talked .
so darren got his water bottle there .
and then we trained home cause i had a curfew t meet .
crap .
then said goodbye at bishan . ):
& that was the end of our shopping trip manszxc .

oh yes , did i tell you ?
the underpass throught wisma t orchard was freaking crowded .
it was totally a human jam there . D:
then we saw this girl who was smsing someone called darren too . :O
hahahah , what a coincidence ?
:D :D :D

at Vivo / Harbourfront.
to put it simply , we walked , shopped , talked .
hahahah , really it was like that . :O
but let me elaborate more .
my uncle came t fetch us for dinner at vivo .
but i didn't eat cause i had a late lunch . :/
then walked , shopped , talked .
i saw and fell in love with so many shoes from Anna Nucci ! :D
but the cheapest i saw was $53.80 . -.-
it would do as a perfect christmas gift manszxc .
but sadly not . ):

so we sat and had tea at some place which i can't remember where .
chatted for awhile , and then went on our way home in time t watch momo love again . :P
heheheh .

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that was the end of the day after christmas .
(:

♥, 1:17:00 PM

20th December 2009

at Henderson Waves !
location: Telok Blahgah Hill Park
i realised many people don'tk where's Henderson waves .
like why !
it's so niceeeee ! :D

22nd December 2009

mummy's birthday !
my younger sis and i baked the cake !
oh & tgether with tammy too . :D
preeeety eh ?
(i'm not being sacarstic , cause it's one of the nicest cake we ever baked)
LOL .

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we're going t the Singapore Museum t see the mummy exhibits !
actually , not me , but my sisters .
i can't imagine myself looking at real life mummies and not fainting . D:
so i'll most probably be wandering around and then head t the my aunt's church for christmas service ! (:
at the same time , i can look around for something for darren as our christmas exchangeeeee ! :D

♥, 1:44:00 PM

i suddenly thought of those days in MCS .
omg , it's been such a long timeeeeeee !
decided to visit those links in my 'exits' which i haven't been clicking on for a long time . :O
& i realised that many of them couldn't work . -.-
ohwell , who cares .
leaving it for show would be nice too . :P
hahahah .
realised that we have all grown so much . D:
which makes me crave for a 6D gatheringgggggg(L) ! :/

♥, 5:02:00 PM

jurassic park just ended .
i know , i'm watching it for the 100000 time ?!
hahahah .

anw , darren's back ! (:
& i get t sms !
omg , i'm so happyyyyy ! :D

& i think i'm going cycling later again . :S
ohcrap , why is my family so obsessed with cycling ?!
my dad even managed t bring out the bike that's collecting dust in the storeroom for yearszxc ! -.-

i'm super envious of people who get t go t korea , europe , or somewhere far far away !
while i'm living my life in my little bird cage that's called home . :/
it's like so unfair lah .
plus my dad doesn't like me out of home w/o him .
damn $@#%&#$@% ?!

♥, 2:28:00 PM

22nd Decemberrrrrrr !

1) I can finally sms tmorrow !
2) Darren's coming back tday ! (L)
3) Mom's birthday !
4) Christmas gathering w. family !

guess what ?
i dreamt last night again . :O
nothing much , but just like t post it . :P

anw , it's a short post tday .
gotta do the last english assignment .
AND I HAVEN'T STARTED ON SS NOTES ! D:
omg i am so gonna die when school reopens . :S

♥, 11:25:00 AM

"from the unspoken thoughts in my heart ,"

as usual , i dreamt of D again . :O
a nightmare actually .
of course i wouldn't share about it here cause the whole world can see it .
-.-
but it's so wonderful that i always have nightmares when he's away .
you may not believe it , but it's so trueeeee !
omg i am so happy ! :D

♥, 4:17:00 PM

sweetheart's away again . )':
ohman , back t nightmare-nights . :O
apparently i tend t get nightmares w/o him
which is kinda good thing .
at least i know that he's in my heart 24/7 . (:

♥, 2:50:00 PM

"i'll love you the way you want me to love you ."

♥, 3:21:00 PM

i'm like using my sis's laptop t continue doing geog notes .
which makes me crave for big screeens instead of teeny tiny ones . :/

oh well , haven't got anything much t blog on these days .
been at home most of the time , reading , stoning , homeworking .
surviving like this for only a few days can kill alr .
i can't imagine what would happen when i'm retired .
LOL .
(i think i'm thinking too far . :O)

i wanna go out shopping with D !
can't wait t choose clothes for him ! :D
heheheh .
really hope i can get out of the house sooon .
or i'd become some bird cooped up in a small cage . :S
that's torture .
but what i wanna do now is t finish up on the endless list of homework .
ironic .

p.s. i'm currently surviving on very limited smses .
(cause i exceeded the limit a long time ago) *WAILS !*

♥, 2:01:00 PM

hi i'm backkkkkk ! :D

tday's baking was a total failure . :O
but whateverrrrrr .
if i tell you about it you'd call me retarded for sure .
omg , even i feel retarded thinking about it . -.-
but i'm not going t share it here of course . :P

anw , i'm going for a wedding celebration after electone tmorrow .
& then for the dinner at Novotel at night .
can't waittttttttt ! :D

in the meantime , i'm going back t facebook again .
(even though there isn't much t do)

♥, 10:58:00 PM

D's coming t bake & study at my house later on !
ahhahahah !
I.AM.SO.HAPPY ! :D

♥, 12:06:00 PM

yesterday's day out with darren was uber niceeee♥ !

we met at amk hub , then shopped for awhile .
wanted t get stuff for this saturday's wedding dinner ,
but couldn't find anything nice sadly . ):

then went on a looonnnnnnggggggg bus ride t ECP .
not really t ECP , cause it doesn't even goes there .
so we alighted at some place with HDBs and condos , without anything that looks like ECP in sight . -.-
lol lol .

walked , talked , complained .
the weather was somehow damn hot yesterday . x(
after we got tired & still clueless on how t get t ECP , we hailed a cab .
then it was $3.80 for a less than 5mins ride . ?!?!?!
but it turned out that we were walking in the wrong direction just now . -.-
LOL .

then we proceeded t rent a bike & started our cycling journey of two hours approximately . :O
reached the place where the planes took off/land again and headed back .
& i still can't cycle with one hand off . >: (
when that person beside me can totally cycle with both hands off . WTHECK .

had mac before heading back home .
he wanted t go prawning .
but obviously i didn't want t .
although it'll be nice watching him . ((:
but we didn't in the end .

then somehow we managed t find a bus stop with bus 13 that can take me home .
yay ? :D
it was a reeeeeeeeeeeeally long ride , even longer than the one before .
was veh tired , but couldn't sleep . ):
i decided not t alight at the bus stop t my house cause i didn't feel like moving after more than an hour of sitting . :P
heheh .
then alighted at j8 with darren .

shopped awhile & then made my way home .
of course with him accompanying me . (:

i really love yesterday 081209 !
& thanky. so much darren for always making my day ♥ . (:

♥, 3:36:00 PM

hellohellohellohello !

i'm so happy daddy allows me t go t ECP on tuesday !
omgomg , we're gonna have so much funnnnn♥ ! (:

anw , back t present times .
i can barely find anything t blog about these days .
it's like facebook , tv , phone & sleep .
is that even a life ? :O

alright , i'm gonna play puzzle now .
byebyeeeeeee ! :D

♥, 4:24:00 PM

it's just so hard .
sometimes i just wish i knew magic .

♥, 2:05:00 PM

cycling at ECP was tiring yesterday .
we cycled all the way t changi airport ! :O
alright , maybe only able t see the place where airplanes land / take off .
but it's so cooool ~ ! :D

i'm going for a jog with P later onnnnnn !
yay ~ ! (:

♥, 12:34:00 PM

rest well charlie , we'll miss you <3 .

Super Junior - It's You

It’s you
It’s you
It’s you
It’s only you
It’s you
It’s you

I don’t need anyone else, it’s only you
When you ask again, it’s only you
Even if you already have another love
I can’t forget you, I can’t turn back around
Oh ~
The moment my eyes began to burn
The moment my heart was captured by you
I have no regret, I chose you
That’s right, it’s you

Chorus :
Oh whatever anyone anyone says, it doesn’t matter to me
Oh whoever whoever curses me, I’ll only look at you
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh when you tell me you love me
When you tell me thousands and millions of times
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you
(Still Still) Even as time goes by

Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you Oh oh only for you
Oh oh only for you

It’s you
I don’t need any words. it’s just you
“ It’s too late “ , but for me it’s just you
I know our love is wrong
I can’t give up, I can’t let you go
Ah Ah

My lips, cold as can be, are even more blue
I cry out to find to find your warmth
I call, even though I call for you
And there’s no reply, I’ll wait for you

For me, it’s you, it’s you
Why don’t you know, why don’t you know?
For me, it’s you, it’s you

It’s you

♥, 12:01:00 PM

three more days without you .
these days seem so long w/o you .
like midnight never comes .
we've still got so much plans t do tgether .
hurry come back t singapore ,
i'm missing you too much .

♥, 3:09:00 PM

this is like the 3rd post for the day .
i am seriously damn boredddddddd .

i only have one reason for being online now .
that's waiting for your email .
don'tk how long i've gotta wait manszxc !
& i realised that my life is uber nonsense w/o you .

btw , i changed my desktop's wallpaper t a peekture of our lovely charlieeeeee ! (:
alright , maybe not ours , yours rather . :/

♥, 9:54:00 PM

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